All I see and hear is HATE


I am a SWIFTIE  and I won’t deny that I am on Taylor Swift side. This post is my opinion and my feelings about the hate posts that I can see and read on the news.I will accept any comments neither bad or good.


It started when Calvin Harris and Taylor Swift broke up. A lot of people made memes about Taylor moving on so fast with Tom Hiddleston.  – So, what’s wrong with moving on too fast? A lot of people do it. If an ordinary person moving on too fast we don’t have any bad comments but well she is a celebrity and a lot of people are watching her especially her love life. We don’t really know why and when did they lost their love with each other. I know that they have a 15-month relationship and that’s really good. I am a #TayVin fan but at first I was kinda disappointed that they broke up but it’s their choice and we don’t need to judge either Taylor and Calvin. Taylor is happy with Tom Hiddleston so why can’t we just shut up and stop hatin them. We can’t control their feelings for each other.

The song ” This Is What You Came For ” was written by Taylor Swift and it was confirmed by Calvin Harris – He posted it on twitter last July 13 ( Wednesday ). The first posts was fine but why do you need to drop names on the post. I just can’t understand it. Let’s say they agreed that it should keep it as a secret but as a saying goes ” There will not be uncovered secret “. Everyone will still know about it. I know that he was upset about what is happening but he shouldn’t posted it. Think before you click, Calvin. You were with her before and I know that you were both in love and it was a real love why can’t you just talk to her and not posted it on social media.

KimYe VS. Taylor Swift – Kim Kardashian started this when Calvin Harris posted last July 13. She said that she wants to defend her husband and she is calling Taylor Swift a liar because she approved the song ” Famous ” . Last Sunday, she posted on her snapchat about the revelation of the phone call ( Kanye West – Taylor Swift convo ). Social medias was exploded with a lot of hate comments and even celebrity took sides ( #TeamKimYe and #TeamTaylor ).  I was hurt about the comments that I read and it wasn’t good . Both parties explained everything about the controversy.



This controversy is too much and massive and it can’t be control. Just like I said earlier I am still with Taylor Swift. I haven’t met her personally and never been in her concert but I still support her. Let’s say that she lied about the approving of the song but that it’s not the point why she is upset about it. On the phone call, Kanye never mentioned about ” I made that bitch famous ” and of course as a woman you don’t want someone will call you that kind of name. There are times that word is an expression but still it isn’t appropriate word. There are  cuts on the video clips that we didn’t know. It’s not fully that whole conversations itself. Kim Kardashian is defending her husband but there’s a question about it : Why do they need to record the conversation? It supposed to be between the artists. Both of them are good when writing down lyrics but the words are explicit. If he is truly a friend why do you need to say ” Bitch ” . Let’s say Kanye will call Kim that what will be her reaction? Is she okay with it? If you are a real friend you don’t need to dragged other down.

Other people commented and posted ” The Snake ” emoji and make fun of Taylor Swift. Even made the #TaylorSwiftisoverparty and they are so happy about it and it will bury her career and her now. A lot of people supported ” CYBER BULLYING ” but isn’t this one of the cyber bullying situation. And also medias make it worst. More and more news that they are posting on any sites and mostly negative about it. I know that not mostly all that commented are Kanye and Kim West fans but they just hate Taylor Swift because they think she is Fake. All of us have Flaws even celebrities , famous people etc., We are not born perfect well, others think they are but it’s not.

Why can’t we just stop hating and spread love. I know that not all of you who will read it will agree but still it is true. I know that you won’t agree that it is Cyber Bullying because you are just expressing yourself but can you try to re-read your comments and think if it is nice or bad. I am not against expressing oneself but you need to think bad side and good side of it. If I will be hated or loved with what I posted in here I don’t care I just want to weigh everything and express what I feel about this controversy. I am hurt, I am upset with it. I know that I can’t please everyone. Always remember there are two sides in every story and you have to clever on which is which needs to be heard and accepted.


I know that a lot of you guys are upset about Taylor Swift lying to us but as a true swiftie we still need to be with her not physically but emotionally. The comments that you are reading against her is trying to manipulate you. Before judging her you need to read everything either bad or good news. You met her, you like her songs and even you are with her on her concerts but why suddenly change your mind and turn back against her. She isn’t perfect. She is always misjudged and make fun because she always play the victim but can’t you really see the REAL her. I am too upset with it but I am trying to understand why she did it. I just hope that you will be more broad minded and think more positive in her. She has her flaws and she isn’t perfect. If you won’t support her why are still liking her songs? Why you still have the Taylor Swift’s stuffs? I just hope that you will support her no matter what.


Be strong! A lot of fans and your family and friends are always there for you. I know you are a smart woman and I know you can make it through this. I know a lot of people will dragged you down but don’t mind them. Think more of it on a positive way. People are judging you that you Fake but for me you are REAL and GENUINE. I won’t and don’t regret supporting you because I know that I’m on the right side. I know that this controversy will fade. You don’t need to explain anything and everything to others because it’s a choice. One post is enough no need to add up. I am hurt and while writing this makes me cry because I do know what you are feeling this time. Stay calm and be more positive. Focus on the brighter side and don’t be stress about it. Just like Selena Gomez song ” Kill Em With Kindness ” and I love you, Taylor ❤ ❤ ❤





Dee Weekend


Hello Friends! I am not really back but I just miss blogging about me and writing. I am so busy with many things this month and maybe next month. How are you guys??? I miss you all ❤


Oh yeah that’s me lately. It’s summer and I have plans with friends and co-workers. I posted some photos with my weekend especially bonding time with mom and my niece. I am just enjoying some time with them and even at work I am quite busy.


I am so happy that last weekend I went out with my mom and I stayed with her at the mall and it’s really surprising when we saw a long line on the middle area of the mall and I am super duper happy “FREE PIZZA!!!”. It’s one slice but the craving for the pizza was worth it.




Greenwich Free Hawaiian Pizza


Oh yeah!! Mom and Me ( Picture time!!! )


It’s summer and of course here in the Philippines it’s a hottah hottah day every single day. As my mom promised to buy me “Halo-Halo”. If you are curious what is it

Haluhalo or Halohalo (Tagalog: [haluˈhalo], “mixed together”) is a popular Filipino dessert with mixtures of shaved ice and evaporated milk to which are added various boiled sweet beans, jello and fruits. It is served in a tall glass or bowl.

We went to Chowking –> famous chinese fast food restaurant here in the Philippines and we ordered Halo-Halo. Mom ordered the small size and the woman told us to add 3 pesos to have more ingredients. I am satisfied with my cravings on this :


Halo-Halo on this Summer


I had a lot of happenings this day but the photos are still on my phone and once I upload it I will post more about my weekend 🙂

Superman Is Back ( 슈퍼맨이 돌아왔다 ) Updated


This is my all time favorite South Korean reality-variety show. This show is about celebrity dads are left to care for their kids alone for 48 hours without the help of anyone, while their wives leave the home to enjoy some relaxing time off. The show is filmed with set up cameras and cameraman hiding in tents and playhouses in each of the celebrities actual home.



They are the ORIGINAL CASTS : From left to right: Jang Hyunsung, Junseo, Junu, Seojun, Lee Hwijae, Seoeon, Tablo, Haru, Sarang and Choo Sunghoon.

After  few episodes Jang Hyunsung family bid farewell (2014).


June 2014, New family came.

Song Il-Gook ( Sons : Song Dae-han,Song Min-guk and Song Man-se)

Sadly, same year (2014) December Tablo, Haru I felt sad because I like Haru.


Same month another family joined : Uhm Tae-Woong ( daughter : Uhm Ji-on )

They have their photo shoot together ❤


From left to right: Lee Seoeon, Lee Hwijae, Lee Seojun, Song Minguk, Song Ilgook, Song Daehan, Song Manse, Choo Sunghoon, Choo Sarang, Uhm Taewoong and Uhm Jion.

But after 44 episodes had past and Uhm Taewoong and Uhm Jion exited the show. The three families stayed intact in the show especially the original Superdads : Lee Hwijae and Choo Sung-hoon.

Last year 2015, Soccer superstar Lee Dong-gook joined in : Daughters: Lee Jae-si , Lee Jae-ah, Lee Seol-ah, Lee Soo-ah and Son : Lee Si-an (Daebak-ie).


They are very interesting because his family has 2 set of twins.

Just a few weeks ago New family joined : Ki Tae-young ( Daughter : Kim Ro-hee)


Episode 116 : Song Il-Gook ( Sons : Song Dae-han,Song Min-guk and Song Man-se) say goodbye. ( I felt bad about it because I LOVE THEM! 😦 I hope they will be back and do it again. )

NOTE : I haven’t watch it yet and I will update soon…..

Last night, I watched episode 116 and yes, I cried because the Song Triplets are leaving the show. And a new family set in on this episode and they were introduced they are Lee Beom-soo ( daugther : Lee So-eul and son: Lee Da-eul )


Honestly, I love dads that are hands-on with their kids. Watching this kind of show you can see the efforts that they are doing for their sons and daughters. Changing diapers, giving them milk, let them eat, staying all night and etc., They now know what mothers feel while watching their kids at home. I love the kids in here because they are very kind and nice. Being a parent is a tough job especially if you are new to it. It’s really good when you can see them not complaining even they are tired. I love the way they discipline their kids. They don’t use harsh things or words. You can see them growing and developing their skills.



Jang Junu


Jang Junseo



Lee Haru




Lee Seojun and Seoeon


Choo Sarang


Song Triplets ( Manse, Daehan, Minguk )


Uhm Jion


Lee Seol-ah


Lee Soo-ah


Lee Si-Ahn ( Daebak )


Kim Ro-hee


Lee Da-eul and So-eul



Jang Hyun-Sung





Lee Hwi-jae


Choo Sung-hoon


Song Il-gook


Uhm Tae-woong


Lee Dong-gook


Ki Tae-young


Lee Beom-soo

Do you watch this,too? What south korean reality-variety show do you watch? I will update more of this soon…

Thanks for reading ❤

Boyfriend is not an ATM

Last Saturday, I stayed at home. After watching my favorite noontime variety show I was intrigued with the next Filipino Drama titled “KARELASYON” (partner). This drama is about Relationships especially with different kinds of partners.That day, it was about a Filipina who fell for a Foreigner guy.


On first part of the story, they started sending messages and calling each other. Her mom noticed that her daughter is falling for a foreigner and told her not to let him go. After a few days, the foreigner went to the filipina’s house to visit her.Since he is there, the filipina’s mom offered to stay in their house because he doesn’t have any place to stay in. The filipina is working hard to give some money to her family. Her older sister is pregnant, her second younger brother doesn’t have work, the youngest is a college student and lastly her mom is a plain house wife. Since the foreigner stayed in their house, he is the one who pays for everything. Her brother tried to convince the foreigner to shopping. Suddenly, her older sister had miscarriage and the filipina was too shy to asked a favor to pay for the hospital bills. The foreigner doesn’t mind it at all because he is really in love with her.

One night, the mom told her to asked for money because they are have heavily in debts.She doesn’t want to because for her the foreigner helped them a lot especially with finances.She went to work and since she didn’t mention it to her boyfriend her mother talked to the foreigner and asked him about it. She also mentioned that if you really love my daughter you will do it. Day passed by, she kept on sending messages and calling her boyfriend but no one is answering. She was really angry to her family and became blunt about every thing.Later part, her boyfriend came back but he said sorry and he needed to go.She cried and asked him not to leave but he didn’t.When he opened the door, the mom was there and asked not to be mad at her daughter because she doesn’t have anything to do with it. He left them without saying goodbye.


I do agree with the drama. There are some relationship especially interracial relationship involves about Money. Sometimes here in the Philippines some people have the same situation as the drama. My ex was an American but I’ve never asked money from him and even now with Nigel. Before, Nigel and I got very serious with each other we cleared about the financial thing. Nigel was blunt to tell me that if I am after with his money I got the wrong guy because he doesn’t have any and he won’t give anything. I told him that I am not after his money because I can support myself and I have work. Not all filipinas want money from foreigners. We also have our own even if it’s not much but it’s ours. I chatted a guy from Netherlands before and we became friends and he told me that he likes a filipina because she’s nice and pretty but the problem is the woman is asking for money exchange for nude photos.I just shook my head and told him to stop chatting with her. It’s not good. Almost foreigners think that Filipinas only want money or visa from their boyfriend but it’s not true. There are some that are asking for love and real relationship.

It’s not love if money is involve. Why do you ask money from them? I always picture ahead that if I ask money or if they give me money there are replacement with the money. I would never want to risk it. I remembered that one of my co-worker asked me why Nigel isn’t sending money to me because her sister’s boyfriend is sending? I told her that why?Why will he send me his money?I was so angry with her. Nigel is not my ATM. I don’t need his money I have mine. And I walked away. I just don’t understand some people here that if they see foreigners their eyes shines brightly with money signs. Relationship won’t stay long if you are after only for money. One time, I saw a foreigner and he is a beggar and the reason why he became like that it’s because his fiance left him after she got all what she needed from him. It’s heartbreaking to know about that story.



I think if you want to have a foreigner boyfriend don’t ask for anything especially money. If he tells you that he wants to send money learn to say NO. If he force you that he will send money once you receive it try to save it until you meet up. If your family is like that on the drama talk to them. Let them understand about it.Be clear with your intentions that you are after the relationship. Be blunt and be real.It’s better if your conscience is clear. Be in love with him not his money.

Do you know anyone that has the same situation as on the drama? Did you try to give to that person? What do you think is the best solution for it?

Thanks for reading 🙂




Mr. H


These days, I kept on stalking Mr. H. Checking his instagram and twitter if he posted something. Tried to check his videos on You tube and kept on repeating the interviews they are in. I just don’t understand why I am like this. Am I obsess with him? Do I like him?  I was on Tumblr for sometime and kept on checking some of his tumblr sites. I am saving even his photos on my phone. I’d admit I hate him before but time passes by I am getting to like him especially this time. I may not a number fan but I am secretly like him. I am too old to have a “crush” but I like his green eyes, cuteness and his smile. I really do hope someday I will see him personally. He is famous so he won’t even say “hi” to me (these are all in my dreams). I told Nigel about it and he was like okay then whatever. Every time I hear his husky voice and his accent makes my heart melts. He is my obsession now. I am his stalker,too. Creepy??? I guess so. hahaha.

Mr. H is not a third with my relationship with Nigel. If you are my friend probably you know who I am talking about.Nigel is not jealous and won’t ever be jealous because of him. It’s just weird that sometimes I am in google then I am typing his name and the result is I am reading articles about him. I am scared of this now. Probably I need to control of this. Lessen down every thing. Now I know what are the feelings of the fans that he has. Screaming and No Control.


Swiftiefied by TSwift


Hey guys, how are you? I started to write a fan blog and the last time I wrote an open letter for Taylor Swift and of course a post about TayVin. Since LDRBN site is still down for this week I will write about my favourite artists and singers. Yesterday, I wrote about Justin Bieber’s album Purpose and my fave songs in there. I am a Swiftie and I love Taylor Swift and that’s really true. My playlist is mostly TSwift’s songs. Taylor Swift, 5th album: 1989 was released last October 27, 2014 and I was surprise that it’s been a year now and all her songs in her album are super famous and it’s still in Billboard Top 100. Taylor Swift is still in her World tour but sadly she can’t bring 1989 here in Manila and we’re sad about the news but still we love her. Her album is 1989 because it is here birth year (and I am so happy that we are both Sagittarius and we were born in the same Month). I am very happy that the sales of 1989 were a big hit. From country music she shifted to pop genre. She has 13 tracks in her album and I will share my three top favorites and how I interpret the song lyrics.


  1. You are In Love – I know this song was co-written by Jack Antonoff and it was for his fiancé Lena Dunham. I love the melody of the song because it’s mellow. For me, this song is for your special someone and how you fall in love with that person. You are inspired because of your special someone and that person means to you so much.

Fave Line:


  1. Wildest Dream – This is another mellow track. She is writing this for someone in the past and she wants that person to remember her even if they are not together. On her Music Video, I love it because the concept is 1950’s movie and she is very stunning and the best part is she is with Scott Eastwood (and they said Calvin Harris is there,too).

Fave Line:


  1. I Know Places – At first I don’t like this song but when I listen to it for a lot of times I love the song lyrics and the melody of it. In this song it’s like she is hiding from people (paparazzi and media) and she has a secret place where she hides from. I am guessing she’s hiding with special someone (hoping it’s Calvin Harris).They need to have her a break and privacy.

Fave Line:


All songs in her 1989 album are my favorite. I hope she will have a new album soon. She’s a great singer and song writer. It’s not always focusing on heartbreak songs. Do you have a favorite song from Taylor Swift? What is it and why do you like it?

Thanks for reading.

Much love ❤


Justin’s Purpose


Hey guys, have you heard Justin Bieber’s new album and songs? Honestly, I am not a fan but his new album hit me. Let’s start with I don’t like him because there’s a lot of issues and media’s making it worse. Every time I read entertainment news I see him and sometimes on You tube like a fan cam videos he has this “Attitude” if you know what I mean with that. Let’s forgive and forget about it and we talk about his new album “Purpose”. This is his 4th album and I waited for this because before his album was released he had three songs previews. The songs were catchy and I like the melody because I guess Justin is more on R&B and Pop genre now. I won’t focus on his album but songs. I have three favourite songs on his album:

  1. Sorry – I love this song because of the song lyrics and the melody. The first time I heard about this song I downloaded it immediately and look for the lyrics of it. For me, this song is for the person that you love and you’ve been saying sorry for a hundred of times but still you make the same mistakes but when that person was gone and you are already serious and you mean the word sorry and you want to change to better and you realized that it’s too late for everything.




  1. Love Yourself – this song is a collaboration with Ed Sheeran. I love Ed Sheeran because his songs are great. The melody is nice and it’s relaxing when you are listening to it. I think the song is for someone that is special and it’s like you are trying to blame that someone for what you’ve done wrong. You are dissing your ex but good thing that Ed Sheeran uses guitar on this because it makes the song more meaningful and different.



  1. Purpose – This is the main song on his album and I read that this is his personal song. This song is telling everybody that he has a purpose in the industry and this world. He wants to change what he was. He knows that it is wrong but he is doing it because he thinks it’s good but because of everything that had happen to him he wants to change for the better. For me, this is like he is talking to God In here and he feels sorry for all the bad things that he done and he knows what is his purpose now.



I may not know him personally and may not be his number one fan but his songs on his new album reflect everything about him. All I have to say is thumbs up on this album and I love it. What’s your favourite Justin Bieber’s song/s and why?

Thanks for reading and Much Love